Trying hard to maintain and increase the effort

You know you try hard every day to do your best. There are just some days you just don't want to try so hard.... what for? who cares? it's not like i'm being recognized or looked at by anyone. Sure I mentor and lead, but I've always had a hard time finding people that would help me lead and mentor me. Students ask me all the time: how do you do it? I tell them: I just do.
Yes, I wouldn't be anywhere without God, my faith, and my church. But I want to be mentored and exposed to areas that I've never been exposed to. Learn the ropes, if you will, and move forward. Maybe I'm just talking jibberish because I'm trapped by a glass cieling all the time.
Sure, ok, it's not my time. But when it is ... watch out - i'm going to take over by storm. just watch. Lopez ain't no fool. I'm being prepared to kick some **s!